It seems like I had a very wrong “starting point” in compiling my final assignment. Oh God, please help me get out of this mess. L
I started with too many literatures before I found a certain topic that interests me. Well, it’s not true at all. I was interesting in researching about foreign direct investment. But unfortunately I had no idea of what “question” I want to focus on this topic. Previously I wanted to do a research of the effect of foreign direct investment on the Indonesia economic growth in comparing with China and India cases. But there are so many researches on this field in my college library. My friends said that I should find something different about this “foreign direct investment” topic if I want to make it as my final assignment. Yeah, I need to find something hot and new about it! And you know what? I’m stuck!
I got so stressful with all these final-assignment things. And I feel that everything is just so f*cked up! I got headache almost every night. Everything around me is just not supporting me to get over it soon. The internet connection in my house is the most frustrating factor. I find it so hard to explore something that can give me any inspiration. Later on, I don’t have any laptop to facilitate me doing these whole things. Even I always have to write everything down in a paper, and type it on the computer when I get home. It’s totally exhausted!! I hope I have a laptop or at least a net book to ease my jobs. So I can do my last assignment at my campus with a wi-fi facility and a convenient access to many journal websites.
Oh my God, all these things are felt so burdensome.
Today, I read a course material of scientific writing and presentation technique. And the e-book says that “immersing yourself in the literature before you have found a topic may convince that all interesting questions have already been tackled”. I felt that those words strike me right on my face! And I think I should start from the beginning (again). Sh*t! I did it wrong from the very first time! L
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